Lights. Action. Heartbreak.

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So lately my life is consumed with college. Everything to do with college. And no matter how much work I put into it there always seems like there is more to do! I have my applications done for Temple, University of Delaware and Lehigh, but still need to finish my Rutgers essay! Bleh. I am not diverse in any which way. What the hell do I write about? But yeah I still need teacher recommendations and guidance recommendations. But I am going to give my notice of needing them tomorrow so then, hopefully, my part in the college process, at this stage of the game, shall be over. WOO! But oh god college is so expensive. And all I hear from everyone under the sun is how Temple is in such a bad area and don't go there and blah blah blah. But I've always kinda wanted to go to Temple. And when the admissions lady visited my school I fell in love with it. And I cannot wait to go to the Open House next weekend! I just hope everything works out because it really is my first choice.

So my school has been infected with MRSA. The school called and left long messages about how one person had been infected and how to prevent it and not to worry and blah blah blah. And coming to school today you couldn't go 5 minutes without hearing a MRSA joke. It was so funny. And by the end of the day od knows I heard everything from 2 people had died to 10 people were sent home with it. But ya know if anything real did happen we would have been out of there immediately. But yeah it was interesting. Only my school would have chicken pox and MRSA in the same week...and make constant jokes about it.

So Saturday night was homecoming. Pretty awesome. I was nominated for homecoming queen and it's soooooo exciting! :) But after all that I went to Catie's party and ugh. I just really can not be around Mike. It's really impossible for me. It just hurts way to much and it shouldn't.


So I'm doing TONS and TONS of college stuff. Getting applications together and doing visitations and such. I really want to go to Philadelphia, it's where my heart is....but theres part of me that fell in love with Nicholas Sparks and North Carolina and wants to settle down in the beautiful small down with a family. But I donno. I want to launch my career in Philadelphia, and it would be so much easier to do it there. And thats where I think I need to be right now? Who knows.

I would like to thank my boys for pretty much the happiest days of my life. Them winning the East and making the postseason for the first time since I was three years old...was the most extraordinary thing I have ever been apart of, and I loved every single second of it. I can't be mad at how short it lasted or how they played...they're my boys and I love them regardless. And I sure as hell can't wait for next season.

THE PHILLIES ARE THE NATIONAL LEAGUE EAST CHAMPIONS!!!!

So today is the day. Game 162. And well, truthfully it may not even be over today. But I have a good feeling about today. I know we will come out on top...it is unknown if we shall be standing there alone or not. That is the problem. The boys are ready. They have waited for this moment for so long. So many disappointments in their pasts; they are ready to stand in October. I will not stand for the season to end today. I am not ready to let them go.

FIRST PLACE.
This is the best high. And I'm riding it all the way to the playoffs baby!

I don't even know what the fuck they're doing anymore. Myers to the pen?? Worst record in all of baseball??? What the hell is this??? Starting players haven't scored a legit run in the last 2 fuckin days (not counting Ruiz here since he didn't start the game). What the hell is that? Could only score a run on a walk, an rbi by the freakin pitcher and a rbi by a pinch hitter. What a freakin disaster. Boys I love you to death but suck it up and score some runs. And fire Charlie while you're at it.


In other news crew is going very well. We have the last of our regular races this weekend before medal races start.

Opening Day. So many emotions for only 5 minutes to write. God I love baseball. It's the only constant in an ever changing life. It's the way I can honor generations past and generations to come. Keepin the pride alive. Let's hear it for the 2007 Phillies!

So today went from real sucky to real good at the end. First off it was my day to launch it at practice so I had to sit in the freezing cold for about 2 hours with coach, which actually wasn't so bad because I get my own secret information from him which is always good. I like knowing things. And I got to yell at boys and make them mad which was real fun. Boy are they going to hate us this season :) Hehehe.


Then I came home and had to finish painting my bedroom, which looks freakin awesome, but my mom was bitching me out the entire time and people kept calling and texting me and my mom wouldn't let me look at my phone :( And she was just bein real bitchy and my back started hurting real bad for an unknown reason. And then my boyfriend got pissy and we got into another mini fight.


But then I went to Olive Garden with some crew girls and had an amazing time. It was exactly what I needed. It was all my favorite ones too, none of the ones I don't really like being around. And we pretended it was Rachel's birthday to welcome her to the Varsity squad :) I love that we're all just known as the Varsity team. No matter what boats we row we're all one big huge group and we love each other and it's sooooo much better this year. We're gonna kick some major butt and win some medals :)

Maybe I am just not meant to have friends? I mean I've lost every best friend I have ever had, except the 1 whom I have never appreciated...which is a freakin blessing. I mean and now I'm losing other people too. To the stupidest of all things. Oh well. Screw everyone. All I need is my best friend and the love of my life and I am set.

Crew practice = amazing. Yup, love it so much. I did an 8k today. Which is more than anything I've ever done before. And yeah it sucked but time just like flies, it's insane. And I have some wonderful blisters...not like the awful huge popping ones everyone else has, the nice tiny bubble ones :) Haha, that sounds kinda weird to be happy about blisters, but I am. I am proud of these things! What coxswain does an 8k willingly? Umm, nobody. And I am absolutely in love with the new coach after one 3 days. He is like the freakin answer to all the prayers I have ever had about crew. He is GENIUS and he is PERFECT and I love him times infinity. And though he still knows Tiff and Dana better than me...Dana has been missing practices and Tiff just been saying some stupid things...and well basically, she isn't the best cox. And so yeah, I feel I've made a really good impression and I am happy with the way things are going.

Things are really good between Mike and I right now. He's going through hard times with his family right now and so am I...and it's just nice to know that not only does he need me a lot right now, but he has my back and supports me with my stuff as well. And I just really really love him, he's the best thing thats ever happened to me ♥

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RYAN HOWARD WON ROOKIE OF THE YEAR

To say I'm happy right now is an understatement. I was screaming and jumping up and down when I heard. My sister had to restrain me to get me to calm down.


...Andy Reid press conference soon? Me = scared. As much of an ass Terrell is I love him and we need him.